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Sunday, August 8th, 1999
Okay, it's been a month since my last update. Ive fallen into kind of a funk, caused by a number of reasons, the most important ones being morally beating myself for ever considering behaving as I have(flamboyantly displaying my biggest
secret on the internet), and being caught like a deer in the headlights of a car driven by a massive amount of oncoming work in the school year to come(I start the 17th.). So here is the deal--and I like it no more than anyone who has frequented this site: I plan no more updates in the near to distant future. I will leave the page up for the forum, and in case anyone enjoys reading what I have written so far.
I have had a good time, and met a lot of nice people, but I avent crossdressed in weeks, and suddenly feel like I have no need to. I have yet to purge myself of my feminine clothing, because I do not know if I will return to it. Im sure other elder dressers have faced this kind of situation, but for me, I am done. Please check out Julia's site--she is much more active on her sight, and with its updates. So have fun, and I hope everyone finds peace in what makes them happy. Bye bye everyone.
- Alex
Thursday, July 8th 1999
FortuneCity has been giving me a rough time lately, but I've also been out of town for the past +2 weeks. I'm back now though, so look forward to seeing more udates from yours truely! :-)
- Alex
Tuesday, June 15th 1999
Most crossdressers would tell you they occasionally have an 'off time.' And if you are a crossdresser, you probably understand this. It is when you just don't feel like crossdressing, and, well, I just dont feel like forcing myself. Thus, I havent been on much, or updated the site. I appreciate all the supportive mail I have
recieved, so I just *might* put up a faceless pic of myself tonight or tomorrow--if I get enough mail requesting it that is. So come on everyone, I want to hear what you have to say! If I get enough convincing letters, I will definately post my first pic.
- Alex
Thursday, June 10th 1999
Okay, okay, so I haven't updated for a while. I have been having a pretty simple and extremely exhausting schedule lately. The good news is I will be free most of this weekend. The bad news is there's more good news. I got my digital camera today. The problem is I don't know if I'm ready to put them on the site? What do you think everyone? Is it a good idea, or too dangerous, since I am trying to avoid being found out as of yet... so E-mail me your opinions!
- Alex
Saturday, June 5th 1999
I have been exhausted all day, and many may be shocked to find out I went ALL DAY today without wearing anything feminine! Anyhow, I am anxiously awaiting the arrival of my camera--but I am not sure what kind of pics I will put up. So come on everyone! Tell me what you would like to see!
- Alex
Friday, June 4th 1999
Its 2:18... my thoughts are quickly becoming illegible so Im gonna make this a quick update. I didn't update at all yesterday! My first day without an update -- don't get too worried, this is not a sign of my slacking, just a regrouping in order to collect ideas and add to the quickly growing FORUM which I encourage everyone to visit! Anyhow, I have been getting mobbed by people for picture requests....
I DO NOT HAVE ANY YET!
.... so everyone just calm down! They'll be ready soon--right when the camera comes, so don't get your panties in a bunch ;). You have to remember, too, I am only 15, thus I am easily frightened by hordes of people seeking to view lil ol' me. Also, being 15 has made me very shy and afraid of exposure--so my first pics may not show my face! Don't be mad, that's just the way things are.
- Alex
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