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I have Overcome by the BLOOD OF THE LAMB
and Word of MY Testimony!
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Sleep was virtually impossible for me to get. They would keep me awake in fear and torment. Assaulting my mind, coming and going in and out of my body. The main one, whom I named Loathe. I watched him meld with at least 2 other demons and he lay on top of me. I could not breathe for a few seconds, maybe 3. He pushed into my body like soft cheese through a screen door. I prayed again, I bound, I cast, I prayed for Jodie. The others were still in the room; I could sense them, enough to see them! Loathe was so overpowering that his presence alone would blot out the others. When he melded this was horrifying! Then to feel and see him enter into my body. May God have MERCY!!! They would wake me up at night, shaking the bed, tapping me on the shoulder, standing there for me to see. Floating around the room, shaping and reshaping. The assaults on my mind were endless! I began to seek help any help. I called Dr Malone again. I must see you NOW. He said NO. I cried to God; Help me OH Lord, you are God; help me please!! I constantly prayed, bound and cast. All to NO avail, the demons had blanketed my prayers, constantly intercepting them. My prayers couldn't get through. I begged and pleaded!! One day while driving home from work Loathe came to my mind and said he was going to kill me. I asked Jodie to come by and take my guns out of the house and lock them up in storage. I did not have a key. I called Malone again. He was out of town. I called prayer line after prayer line to be ridiculed, to be told that demons couldn't touch the saved. One told me "God just showed me your spirit, there is nothing wrong with you". My spirit was fine! I belonged to Jesus, but my soul, my body was in HELL. I do mean HELL!! I e-mailed hundreds of Pastors all over the World (using the TBN Rolodex) Only two answered. One did not have a clue but thank God He answered. Jesse Duplanis answered (personally) He sent me scriptures assured me that they could not win. He had a clue but not the answer I needed. He is a GREAT MAN OF GOD!! I started understanding that this was all of God, it was happening just as He wanted. I prayed that many would be helped by me being able to hear, see, and feel and understand all that was happening. Again Loathe came and threatened me, I told him in no uncertain words what me and MY JESUS was going to do to him. he said we'll see and I replied yes I will see you begging for mercy but I will have none. I prayed and asked this to come to pass. This is when I named him, he was pure hate, anger, and death. After this he began to surge from my belly and constantly threaten me, jumbling my mind, trying to trick me. I started sleeping on the couch with the TV on TBN plus the one in my room turned to TBN and on. My room was so thick, it suffocated me. I was in great fear. I knew nothing but fear and torment and the Name of JESUS. When he would "power up" and threaten me. I would hammer him with the word of God. I told him many times he was a coward that he hid behind women and children. That he was a murderer. he let me know this was true and that he was proud of it. I stopped the murder part. I told him how awesome MY JESUS was how HE had kicked their butts! This really made him mad!! All the while I prayed and did everything I could think of too get free. The torment increased. Jodie prayed for me again as I set at my computer typing a letter. My window was open the wind blowing in moving the drapes. I look up from my computer and I saw a flame shoot through my window about 2 feet long and 8 inches in height. It was traveling very fast and the flame was as in a triangle, the flames "licking" at the rear; undoubtedly due to its flight. I watched and felt it smack me right in the heart.

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I needed that dearly that night. I thanked God and I thanked him for giving me Jodie. I was accustomed to her mega powerful prayers this was not the first. I called a Pastor from work. I was exceedingly desperate. He told me, He would see me after the Sunday morning service but for me to check in with him before the service. He said "do not fear I will be the one in control" He said so with authority I believed and was relieved a great deal. Then He prayed and asked for the angels to come to me and to protect me. They came before he had finished uttering the words. I felt their presence. I went back to my corner. I sensed and saw a demon coming from behind me, on my right. The angel whirled grabbed him and hauled his filthy being off. Then the next night it started about 10 PM. loathe made his move. he surged so strong from my belly, up my throat; each time higher and higher. My God, I can't keep him down, if he gets to my lips he will go full blown. He will kill me! I was terrified. I was praying and praying and on the phone again to prayer lines, nothing helped cause no one believed. One did believe and started to cast him out. My God, I cried to her NO, NO stop!! I am here alone he will kill me if he comes up. She stopped by the grace of God and said wait let me be led by the Spirit. I quickly agreed and encouraged her. Then she began to pray: "Father in the NAME of JESUS I ask that your peace cover Shane from the top of his head to the soles of his feet". Loath went down, I had peace for a little while maybe 15 minutes or so. This was great relief. he started to "power up" again surging up and up. I could not keep him down. I was desperate, I had to keep him down. I knew if he was able to go into full manifestation I would not be conscious and he would kill me. I called Mike and Kay; woke them, Kay answered. She called her Pastor he was out of town. She called the associate pastors. She prayed ( I'm sure Mike joined her) I felt loathe go down. he came back up. Finally the associate pastor called me. I told him a little, very quickly. He had never heard of such a thing. We prayed loath went down. This process starting with me calling Mike & Kay happened one more time that night/morning. I made an appointment to see Mike and Kay's pastor the next day after work. I finally slept for one hour. This time in my Dads room with Him. This was the second night that I had slept in my Dads room. He is not a believer in the occurrences that I now write. I had warned him not to lock me up, if it happened I would die. I tried to go to work but the demons were up again in power. I stopped at a pay phone and called in sick. I went straight to the church, it is 5 AM. I can not wait! If only I can get on Holy ground I will be all right is what I think. No one gets to the church until 8 Am the sign says. I wait and pray and pray and cry. I sleep a few minutes. I watch the clock. I could barely maintain what little sanity I had left. It is 8 AM no one has come. MY GOD NOT TO DAY!!

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At 9 AM a man shows up. I tell him I need to see the Pastor immediately. By this time I had learned to be very careful as to whom I told what was going on. I knew that few believed, fewer really believed and almost none knew!! The man thought I was crazy. He called the Pastor. He would be there in a little while. He opened the sanctuary and put on music for me. I prayed and paced. I saw 2 angels in the sanctuary. They were worship type angels not the warrior type that I was used too. That was fine it gave me comfort. I knew that God was in this place. I had gotten a great mistrust of Gods people. They did not know anything. they did not know God, they did not know anything about the reality of the real world in which we live. I waited until 11 AM the Pastor finally arrived. I knew that he was close before he got there I felt him coming. He ministered to me as the Spirit led him. He bound the demons in prayer. My stomach was full to over flowing. The tension inside was great. They were bound very tightly. I felt better but very weak: physically, mentally, and emotionally. My soul had been ripped to shreds. BY HIS GRACE I was still alive to fight another day. And fight I would!! The Pastor started telling me that the demons weren't anything, they had no power. That it was I, my willingness that let them stay. That we could cast them out with no problem. I knew better and challenged his faith. "Lets do it then". I stood up, rolled up my sleeves then sat down bowed my head and said lets release them. I began to pray. He jumped in and said we don't have to release them to cast them out. I looked up and saw fear flash across his face. He laid on hands and prayed casting out the demons. Nothing happened. I left with the demons still bound. I went home. TBN still on, the pastor was talking about unforgiveness. I began to pray for those that had hurt me, for those I had resentments against. I asked for their forgiveness, for them to find God. I asked for forgiveness for myself for not forgiving them. Oh NO, the demons started getting unbound!

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they started to leak through the wall that God had placed around my heart. Oh God, no don't let them loose. I called the pastor back. He was not there. I went anyway and waited for him. I was ridiculed told it was my fault. That they were gone that they couldn't return and if they did it was because I let them! I knew this was a lie. I left knowing that I had the appointment with the other Pastor the next morning. God would keep me until then. I prayed and prayed. Knowing that this other Pastor was my last hope. It was a hard night! I left early for church. Loath was also "up". Not only could I feel his effects, I could smell his stench! I drove to the church it was not close about an hour away. I was almost there another 15 minutes; maybe 10. OH NO, the bridge was out!! I had been hammered very hard all night and all morning. I had no one! I had only faith that God would keep me!! I did not know the area. The only other way I knew to get there was at least a 2-hour trip. I just started to turn around to make the trip. I told the demons I would not let them as long as I had breath in my body, in the NAME OF JESUS! Just then a white truck pulled up behind me. I asked them if they knew another way to the church. They knew the church (it is world renounced) but weren't going there. They tried to give me directions. They could see or that is, God directed them to lead me there. I could not understand nor grasp the directions. They suggested that I follow them to the entrance to the property it wasn't much out of their way. I thanked them and followed. I got to the church just as the service started. I followed the instructions I was given. During the service I notice a couple of people smelling the air and looking around. I too could smell loath. They had no idea what was happening in their midst. I met with this pastor and another one to help us. We talked for a little while, once the details started coming out he shut me down. He did not want to here the details, I can understand this; at least on the details, some of my details are very disgusting. He named out about 5 demons from our conversation plus one by a word of knowledge; that I had just begun suspecting was also there. I immediately began to get sick. I define sick as it is very much like throwing up, however, there is also much coughing and no stomach contents comes out; even though a little bit has on occasion. Dry heaves is an excellent example. It took awhile of getting sick to kick out these 6 demons. They did leave. However, not all of them. He knew this and in fact talked at the demon(the demon was not in full manifestation)and therefore could not get the demon to leave. As he gave me some excellent tapes and study material I confessed that I knew that all of the demons had not left. I was rebuked. He did the best that he knew how. God has used the man in raising the dead. I heard this not from him but from an eyewitness to the miracle that God did through him. He is a teacher of healing at this world-renounced church of which I have much respect and know it to be a House of God. I left feeling ok but not good. The remaining demons were not happy with my actions, they were actually in fear. Within 2 hours, including driving time, of me getting home I sat and watched each demon that had been cast out walk right back into my body. I called the Pastor in fear and in desperation. He rebuked me and said it was impossible, but agreed to meet me for another session at 5 PM the next evening. Now, that evening as I sat on the couch watching TBN; suddenly a white light the size of a baseball appeared near the ceiling above the TV and just to the right of the clock that hung on the wall. I watch as that white light started throwing off sparks as a large July 4th sparkle rod and went into my stomach (belly) on the far right side. It started burning and moving to the left. I immediately realized that someone had started praying for me. (I thought it may have been Jodie, but after checking with her I found out it was not her although this is the result you get when she prays for you. I was very blessed in being the recipient of many of her prayers!) I sat up to grab the opportunity that the Lord was giving to me. I began to cast out demons in the NAME OF JESUS! I got "sick". In my casting, I only lost one demon. When I sat up I checked the time 10:18 PM the burning with out hurting me continued until 11:00 PM. I felt the white light fading as it almost reached the far-left side of my belly. They had quit praying. The demons had moved as far as possible to the left side. The light did not kill them all. I was exhausted. I fell asleep on the couch immediately. It was the first time in months that I had been able to Sleep. The white light, I do not know if it was the Holy Spirit or an angel that God had dispatched to my aide at the prayers of His saints or saint. This as you can imagine was the turning point of my demonization. The next morning was absolutely wonderful! I felt as if now I would be able to go on. I praised God profusely! I also of-course knew that God was with me! I was concerned that He did not kill them all. The Word of the Lord came to me at work that morning. I saw and heard these two verses in my mind. First one then a few minutes later the next. This is the order that I received them. Proverbs 16:18 and Proverbs 28:13; I went and looked them up in my NIV bible that I carried in the truck while at work (I now carry a small NKJV) at lunch the first chance I had. Proverbs 16:18, Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall. Proverbs 28:13, He who conceals his sin does not prosper, but whoever confesses and renounces them finds mercy. The meanings of these were clear to me. I followed the instructions that God gave me. I confessed and renounce my pride and cast him out in the NAME OF JESUS! Then confessed and renounced every sin I could think of and began casting out demons. Fear was the next one, this one was important. Losing him, I was able to increase in faith and get bolder. It was not a cure all by any means but it helped dramatically! I was getting sick the rest of the afternoon. Whew! Praise God. I felt so much better! In fact, I had NEVER felt better. I wish that I could end my testimony of the Love and mercy and grace of Jesus Christ right here but that is not the case. You must understand that I had been breathing and eating the Word of God. Every thought of my mind as long as I was awake was about God and His Word (as it is this day) to my utmost ability. The war was very intense and nonstop! Rarely did I let the demons influence my thinking, at times they won generally due to trickery, constant pounding, and emotional torment; they would simply wear me out physically, mentally and spiritually! It was extremely difficult! At this point I prayed again for the filling of the Holly Spirit, on my knees, my arms raised unto God I prayed: Father God, you are so very awesome. None is worthy but you of praise and glory! Father I know that I am already filled with your Holy Spirit but Father they keep me confused and doubting. I ask you Father, in THE NAME OF JESUS to fill me with your Holy Spirit. Immediately I felt tingling hit my hands and go down my arms. I saw symbols in my mind. Then demons powered up in an attempt to cover this fresh in filling. They could not hide the symbols, nor that God had answered me in power again! The demons were very mad at this! They took it out on me!

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