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 From R. Budd Dwyer's Final News Conference
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"I thank the Good Lord for giving me 47 years of exciting challenges, stimulating experiences, many happy occasions, and, most of all, the finest wife and children any man could ever desire. Now my life has changed, for no apparent reason. People who call and write are exasperated and feel helpless. They know I'm innocent and want to help. But in this nation, the world's greatest democracy, there is nothing they can do to prevent me from being punished for a crime they know I did not commit. Some who have called have said that I am a modern-day Job.
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Judge Muir is also noted for his medieval sentences - I face a maximum sentence of 55 years in prison and a $300,000 fine for being innocent. Judge Muir has already told the press that he, quote, "felt invigorated" when we were found guilty, and that he plans to imprison me as a deterrent to other public officials. But it wouldn't be a deterrent because every public official who knows me knows that I am innocent - it wouldn't be a legitimate punishment because I've done nothing wrong. Since I'm a victim of political persecution, my prison would simply be an American Gulag.
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I ask those that believe in me to continue to extend friendship and prayer to my family, to work untiringly for the creation of a true justice system here in the United States, and to press on with the efforts to vindicate me, so that my family and their future families are not tainted by this injustice that has been perpetrated on me.
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We were confident that right and truth would prevail, and I would be acquitted and we would devote the rest of our lives working to create a justice system here in the United States. The guilty verdict has strengthened that resolve. But as we've discussed our plans to expose the warts of our legal system, people have said "why bother", "no one cares", "you'll look foolish", "60 Minutes, 20/20, the American Civil Liberties Union, Jack Anderson and others have been publicizing cases like yours for years, and it doesn't bother anyone".
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At this point in time... is Bob Bolstey here? Bob... and where's Greg... can you come up here? And where's Don Johnson... can you come up, Don?"
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Budd began handing out sealed envelopes...
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Greg... where are you... okay, just hang onto that right for the moment... Don, there's some things for you to do, and there's a note in here for Joanne...
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...he returned to the podium and pulled out a .357 Magnum revolver...
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When I... and I...
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The crowd began shouting - "Don't do it Budd!"...
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"Please leave the room if this will... if this will offend you...
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The crowd continued shouting
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Budd warned them off:
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...no, no, don't, don't, don't... this will hurt someone...

...Budd stuck the gun into his mouth, fired, and fell to the floor... the room erupted in horror... (A man's voice can be heard saying, "keep shooting." -  to the camera man)
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...then an aide of Dwyer's, spoke to the media members still in the room:
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All right... settle down. Don't panic, please... don't panic... don't panic. Someone call... someone call the ambulance and a doctor and the police... don't panic, please... show a little decorum, please... dear god in heaven...
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You've got your footage....now will you kindly wrap up your footage...get your cameras out..please get out of the room.....You've gotten all that can be gotten at this point....Paul please....Paul please (Speaking to photographer Paul Vathis who continued to photograph Budd Dwyer's body)...please wrap up your cameras and get out of the room......Oh my god in heaven!  (Looking down at the Dwyer's body) Dear god in heaven!
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...Photographers continued to snap pictures of Dwyer's dead body and at least one camera continued shooting
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Now that's enough!  That's enough!  Please leave the room now!
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